Friday, September 4, 2015
Wednesday, April 1, 2015
I am the Boss of Me!
Back in December and January work was slow, money was tight, and I panicked. I was a freako. Things have turned around and business is booming. I'm busier than ever and the bills are getting paid. I'm so grateful!! What a blessing!
In my panic, I decided to take a job working in town (hate the drive), for lower than I usually make, doing stuff that is super easy for me, but it's admin work, and not really what I want to spend my life doing. The place is chaotic and dirty.
I find myself tired all the time and rushing from one thing to the next. The things I love are the things on the bottom of the list and often go undone. Priorities are upside down again...
I don't remember the last time I wrote something that meant anything to me. My FB comments are kind of profound sometimes - lol. It's been ages since I have hiked, or gone to the beach. I have a super awesome new project that I need to get launched. I've done a limited release, through another avenue, but not in the format it deserves. It feels urgent, like if I don't do it soon, someone else will do it and my chance will be missed.
I have so much that is half done and those are the things I want to spend time doing!
So, today, I didn't go in to work. Rescheduled for tomorrow, and I am writing. I am going to write and get my brain straight. It's what works for me. and ... then ... I am going to get that website LAUNCHED!! There is money to be made, and beautiful things that the world needs to see!
I have things to do for other projects too. BUT - they will have to wait in line. Today, this afternoon, this bit of time I took back from the chaos, is mine. I'm going to put my desires first. I will get to the other things, for other people, but I will do my stuff first. I have taken care of all the essentials that others count on me for. I am not leaving anyone hungry, stranded, neglected or ignored.
I have my happy hippie oils to set the mood - patchouli, Hawaiian sandalwood, etc. My rock n roll is blasting, by feet are up, and I am in my zone. I'm the boss of me :)
One of these days I will do the same and head to the mountains and the sea. Oh gosh, how I need to get outside and play!
In my panic, I decided to take a job working in town (hate the drive), for lower than I usually make, doing stuff that is super easy for me, but it's admin work, and not really what I want to spend my life doing. The place is chaotic and dirty.
I find myself tired all the time and rushing from one thing to the next. The things I love are the things on the bottom of the list and often go undone. Priorities are upside down again...
I don't remember the last time I wrote something that meant anything to me. My FB comments are kind of profound sometimes - lol. It's been ages since I have hiked, or gone to the beach. I have a super awesome new project that I need to get launched. I've done a limited release, through another avenue, but not in the format it deserves. It feels urgent, like if I don't do it soon, someone else will do it and my chance will be missed.
I have so much that is half done and those are the things I want to spend time doing!
So, today, I didn't go in to work. Rescheduled for tomorrow, and I am writing. I am going to write and get my brain straight. It's what works for me. and ... then ... I am going to get that website LAUNCHED!! There is money to be made, and beautiful things that the world needs to see!
I have things to do for other projects too. BUT - they will have to wait in line. Today, this afternoon, this bit of time I took back from the chaos, is mine. I'm going to put my desires first. I will get to the other things, for other people, but I will do my stuff first. I have taken care of all the essentials that others count on me for. I am not leaving anyone hungry, stranded, neglected or ignored.
I have my happy hippie oils to set the mood - patchouli, Hawaiian sandalwood, etc. My rock n roll is blasting, by feet are up, and I am in my zone. I'm the boss of me :)
One of these days I will do the same and head to the mountains and the sea. Oh gosh, how I need to get outside and play!
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